Long time no talk huh?
I know I haven't done anything in months and I am very sorry but I would just like to give a little update.
Throughout the past year and a half things have been extremely hard for me I've been deteriorating and struggling with my mental health and I was diagnosed with BPD and depression. I've been attempting to get my life together and sort out a lot of things as well as seeking help for my illnesses in hope of recovery but it's been very hard because I have no support from anyone and right now I'm just fighting to stay alive and I don't even know if I will. I just don't really have the energy to manage my profile on this site anymore, a lot has changed since I first joined but I will admit a lot of good things happened here and I met a lot of wonderful people that I still love and care about very much, not a day goes by I don't think of them. I'm not going to deactivate my profile because I'm not really good at letting go and I keep telling myself that I might be back and active one day but I doubt it. I hope everyone understands, I wish I was able to write out a long letter thanking everyone who supported me on here instead of this (probably depressing) entry but I can't, I'm struggling right now even to write out this. But I thank everyone. This will most likely be my last update. I'm sorry.